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I'm so fucking disgusting, holy shit. It's really kind of amazing how hard I can disassociate and not think about myself. I usually imagine myself as a femboy as a cope, and as a girl, but I am literally neither HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'm just a porn addicted man. MAN! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS SHIT IS MAKING ME LITERALLY CRY IN FRONT OF MY MIRROR AT FUCKING MIDNIGHT ON A THURSDAY
I am literally the most disgusting piece of human lard I've ever seen in my entire life. I hate my fucking skin and fucked up back and face, and I just generally look subhuman, and on top of that I want to be a fucking GIRL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, WHAT AM I, FUCKING RETARDED? DELUSIONAL? AT THIS POINT, I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE AND IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'M GOING TO FUCKING TIE A ROPE AROUND MY NECK SO I DON'T HAVE TO LOOK AT THIS DISGUSTING FLESH VESSEL ANY LONGER
I'M A PORN ADDICTED MAN TO SISSY SHIT AND IT'S WHY I STARTED FEELING LIKE THIS, I WOULD'VE LITERALLY BEEN 100% CISHET OTHERWISE
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i was expecting some bdd post but yea u actually look pretty disgusting
*hugs*
I know and there's nothing funnier than laughing with myself at my own pitiable, miserable existence. Imagine if I told someone this, even to a gender therapist, I am simply a disgusting fucking neanderthal. I don't know whether to be angry or to cry, but I'm feeling both at the same time.
um the link is down btw
please stop using anime girl reaction images it's pretty gross consider how you actually look like
we cant see the post user
Sorry, sorry, it was on first view only.
Fuck you bitch, you can't tell me what to do. At least I can get some relief online if not IRL since I am an ogre.
shave all that hair off user
itll make you feel better
I can't, have you seen my back? Whenever I do, I go all over those wounds, bruises, acne, whatever the fuck it is, and cause even more problems. I can't shave at all, it's fucking hell, I'm so bad at being a fucking man I don't even know how to shave my FUCKING DISGUSTING NECKBEARD AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
exfoliate, moisturize
are you on hrt? it'll make shaving easier and smoother
>exfoliate, moisturize
I don't know any of that or have money to buy anything, nor is my diet any good, nor do I move or exercise, nor do I do skincare, nor FUCK!
>are you on hrt? it'll make shaving easier and smoother
What do you think, user? Does this look like HRT to you? Of course I'm not.
>I don't know any of that or have money to buy anything, nor is my diet any good, nor do I move or exercise, nor do I do skincare, nor FUCK!
well, you seem to know what your problems are
and its a pretty easy fix
>Does this look like HRT to you? Of course I'm not.
well then get on hrt silly
Your body could pass if you did this:
>Take HRT
>Lose weight
>Possible FFS
Modern medicine, while not capable of miracle work, is almost there, you got it.
>well, you seem to know what your problems are
>and its a pretty easy fix
Yes, I'm fat, ugly, with cracked skin, lips, fucking everything and body hair everywhere.
>well then get on hrt silly
Family would disown me, I can't. It's probably the best outcome though, a tranny freak like me should die out on the streets or get killed by some neo-nazis in a dark alleyway.
hmmm
how do people watch sissy porn without cringing though
>how do people watch sissy porn without cringing though
Idk, shit's really pleasurable desu, that + /hornygen/ greentexts. It helps me disassociate and not think about my body because I always fap while covered with blankets and never looking at my own body.
Same, life is funny sometimes
i'm gonna continue what I was saying here cos unsee has stopped letting me comment for some reason. Honestly I can really relate to what you said about your parents, especially your mum. My mum is also like that, putting on a persona of being a kind and accepting human without actually being one, she'll tolerate trans people when it's someone else's child but when it's her own child she cannot accept it.
If coming out to my parents did anything at all it gave me the confidence to take this into my own hands and not let anyone stop me. I don't know if your parents would genuinely kick you out or if they'd just make empty threats but if psychologists keep failing you then you might have to DIY HRT and take things into your own hands.
Thanks for sitting through my shitty emotional episode, I feel better now after a good cry and a glass of water. I think I'm going to go sleep. Good night.
>i'm gonna continue what I was saying here cos unsee has stopped letting me comment for some reason.
Yeah, same.
>Honestly I can really relate to what you said about your parents, especially your mum. My mum is also like that, putting on a persona of being a kind and accepting human without actually being one, she'll tolerate trans people when it's someone else's child but when it's her own child she cannot accept it.
Same.
>If coming out to my parents did anything at all it gave me the confidence to take this into my own hands and not let anyone stop me. I don't know if your parents would genuinely kick you out or if they'd just make empty threats but if psychologists keep failing you then you might have to DIY HRT and take things into your own hands.
Legally, they kind of can't, but I live in a small town, rumors spread and I really would not like to get beaten up or harassed, I really, really don't want that, but I also do not want to repress for years. I hope I don't go bald, I think I just have a mature hairline because my dad, brother and grandpa from mom's side all have hair (and grandpa is like 80 years old with a full grey head of hair, no bald spots at all!) with that type of hairline. Still unfortunate midface and body, some of which is my fault, but lots of which isn't. I don't know anything about skincare products at all, because I am too scared and ashamed to ask girls I know or anyone, really, because it's viewed as "gay" to do that (and I do like guys, yes, but that's not the point here)...