Kicked out at 19 after parents found out i was taking hrt and i refused to stop

>kicked out at 19 after parents found out i was taking hrt and i refused to stop
>homeless for a few months before finding a job at a desperate fast food place and finally have enough to pay for a motel to stay at
>old crackhead friend finds my workplace
>chat a bit and he asks if he can come back to my place so he can shower and clean up
>end up getting high instead
>he kept visitng my room and bringing a diff person every so often to get blackout drunk and crack
>motel manager starts to take notice after hearing his cleaning ladies talk about me
>end up getting kicked out after a few weeks of this
>end up homeless again and im pissed af but the dude just tells me he knowns someoen that can get us a place so i stick with him
>end up getting housed at some rundown crackhouse not too far from my work
>unwated sexual advances from strangers that come in and out during the night
>have to either stay up long enough until they leave or deal with it
>had been saving up money for awhile hoping to find a better place to stay at
>wake up one day and cant find my money network card in my purse when i go to buy breakfast from the gas station
And here i am now
i just wanted to find a cheap apartment to rent and idk what to do anymore i want to fucking die i hate living here

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Stop taking extreme drugs.

I know that you hate yourself, but yea

sorry im addicted

report the card as lost so you can cancel it.
they might be able to stop any charges if any were made

check to see online how much they took

and ditch your druggy friends. never talk to him again.

Just post your location and some chaser will adopt you

I cant dtich them lol i dont have anywhere to go
I live in cali

this

The absolute state of crackheads.

I'm 30 and killing myself soon. Idk also I had crackhead friends at 19 who fucked me over hardd like op's 'friends'

I'm sorry to hear user
idk if im going to reach that age desu thinking of just oding one of these nights

you have to ditch them. you are better off alone.

Wish you were on the east coast so I could help.

and do what? i dont want to have nowhere to go
im not allowed back in that motel and theres nothing close to my work i can wal kto
and i need to look somewhat clean for my job
thanks user i appreciate the sentimate

Aryana?

no idk who that is

Consider suicide, nobody is gonna miss you + you're a tranny

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yea

Don't forget to livestream the whole thing

fuck your parents

I try not to think abotu them but i just want to go home now

I ditched my parents, idk brah but I was in jail when I was a year older than u rip

Jail unironically sounds better than my current housing situation rn but I wouldn't be able to keep taking my hrt if I was

If you ever run out of HRT, there's always the budget method of low-dose topical tea tree oil.
2tsp oil + 20oz isopropyl + spray bottle = 3-5 sprays per underarm when used as (long lasting) deodorant.
Keep spray doses exactly equal, avoid asymmetrical growth if possible.
Store bottle in absolute darkness.

If it doesn't work, you'll smell nice at a VERY low cost.
If it works, your cum will stay clear and your tits will continue growing, and you'll still smell nice.

why did you ruin your life over a fetish?

you deserve a home. I hope you can get settled down somewhere nice soon